Always felt like something is missing.
For something out of reach been wishing.
Who am I? Who am I really?
Find it so hard to navigate these feelings —
Always felt like something is off,
A constant sense of suffering.
Always lost in a fog,
Life feels like it’s buffering.
I can’t take it anymore,
I’m crawling in my skin.
Of the cause I’m unsure,
It’s making my head spin.
I’m alive, but not living —
I survive, but no meaning —
Constant ache, constant turmoil;
I feel fake, milk that’s spoiled —
Could it be? Am I female?
About to leave the belly of the whale?
A nauseating feeling that something is wrong,
I’ve grown so used to it, it’s been so long,
I need to know what is the cause.
Show me the wound, hand me the gauze.
I’m starting to believe I am a transformer.
The male me is dying… call over the coroner.