Innately unstable,
He sees life as fable.
Sanity off table,
Brain needs jumper cables.
Hate this world and everyone in it.
It’s a rigged game. Just can’t win it.
Somethings wrong, but can’t pin it.
Convert sorrows into writing,
Take pain out of hiding.
For truth I am fighting,
In paper I’m confiding.
Now bring the death of the one they knew,
I’ll live life in authentic truth.
Now sever these chains right in two,
I’m ready to be born anew…
Butterfly I’ll transform into.
And my heart aches, my heart burns,
Pain I can’t take, belly turns.
What is at stake? truth I yearn.
I’ll concentrate, try to learn.
Let me die and stop living this lie
Can’t do it no matter how hard I try
It’s an act they everyday buy
Everyone, everyone but I.
Gift of aviation,
Mental liberation.
Higher concentration,
Mental radio station.
To frequencies,
That eyes can’t see.
Why was I born so unique and so strange?
Just being myself they think I’m deranged.
I’m sorry everyone, I can’t change,
I was born to break free from the cage.
I’ve got a brain,
You can’t contain,
Nor can you chain,
Dog you can’t train.
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