The Musings of a Blossoming Alchemist

I’ve accomplished an impossible feat;

The poles are united, I am complete;

I am both Mother, the milk of her teat,

And blazing Father, his glorious heat;

I am the All, I am eternal;

I’m nocturnal, and also diurnal;

I am the light, and I am the dark,

I am now one, I am the spark;

Caduceus spins, round and round,

No longer lost, I have been found —

Out of the stone, the sword’s unbound,

Around my spine, two serpents are wound —

And from my mind, two wings have spread,

Coming to life, all that was dead;

And I see gold, where others see lead,

And it’s because, of the newly wed —

The power lies in their beautiful child —

They unite the divine and the wild —

I love you so much, I’m glad you are mine,

You are my all, my sweet androgyne.

Brothers, sisters, it’s time to rebel —

It’s time to condemn the slave masters to hell.

This is a rising they cannot quell,

It’s time for their tower to be fell.

I want magic, I want life —

I don’t want the classic “settle-down-as-husband-and-wife” —

I want to burn, I want to feel it all —

Oh how I yearn, to watch this tower fall —

To tell you the truth, nothing would be more tragic,

Than to waste my youth, living life without magic.

Living in the land of the walking dead,

Chained to the pursuit of our daily bread.

All so hungry, yet so overfed,

Of all the metals, we are like lead.

And all we are,

Is expressions of the stars.

This life’s a stage,

And every act is an age.

As below, so above,

The highest force is love.

As above, so below;

So much still we don’t know.

The inside and the outside are one,

And this life is just for fun.

The outside’s the same as the inside,

This life’s just a theme park ride.

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Wake up, darling, it’s only a dream!

All of the neighbors can hear you scream!

It’s all in your head, what have you to fear?

Awake, my darling, the end draws near…

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Darling, that skin suit’s oh-so-sheer!

Inside of your very soul I can peer.

Oh, my darling, oh my dear —

There’s no shame in shedding a tear!

Oh, my child, you cannot hide…

I can see you even if you close your eyes!

Now take your hands off of your face —

And accept me in my warm embrace —

You cannot hide from me what is true —

Peek-a-boo, my child, I see you!

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You might claim love is stupid —

And you’d probably be right!

Then in flies sure-shot Cupid —

And you melt at your love’s mere sight!

And you think, I’ve never lived ’till now —

Life before this? I have no idea how…

I have died, and been born again —

You, my dear, are a God-send.

You alone hold the keys to my heart,

It’s an ignition only you can start.

I weep already for the day we part,

For to the wind of life, we are just a fart.

And just enough am I clever,

To know even this won’t last forever.

To hold on’s a useless endeavor —

All connections one day sever.

The waves of Neptune on me crash,

Consuming within all that’s brash;

Purity that cannot be matched,

From the physical I am snatched;

All of them, those anchored on land,

Don’t get it, they can’t understand;

Like Cobain, I’m tethered to Nirvana,

I look strangely at these foreign fauna;

Dissolved are my walls, and I’m condemned to suffer;

With me and the world’s pain, no longer a buffer;

Baptized am I, and I have been made pure,

Living in this world’s too much to endure.

Fade into you;

And you;

And you;

And you;

And you;

And you;

And you;

assuaged only by hopes of a better tomorrow.

So much hurt, so much pain,

No detergent can clean this stain.

Darkness in the world is in reign,

I pray for it to be washed by the rain.

Existence itself is my bane.

I’m stuck in the ward of the mentally insane.

Please, just get me off this train,

As Abel, I’m handcuffed to Cain,

I love, but they’d have me slain.

From where comes their disdain?

God, oh God, break this chain.

For all I care, take me to Spain,

Just anywhere where they have a brain.

It’s an impossible escape, I’m David Blaine.

Have I made it plain?

From this world I wish to refrain.

I want to see it flushed down the drain.

Happiness is something we all feign,

And my will to go on has begun to wane.

God, save me like a plush by a crane!

Sometimes I feel like I wanna cut…

Yes, so badly do I want to cut…

Cut to the part of my life that’s actually peaceful!

I wish I could tuck my hair,

Into a hood,

And disappear with no care,

Into the woods.

I can’t help but stare,

At the scars we all don,

So much pain we all bear,

I cannot go on.

What can I do?

All people are hurt.

Their hearts so blue,

Hidden in their shirts.

All I can say,

Is this is a fact:

All in light of day,

Is one big act.

It’s one big lie,

All that we do.

‘Till we all die,

And our lips turn blue.

I will just try,

To live pure and true,

But I want to say bye,

To everyone, including you.

When will we see,

We are all one?

There is no me,

We’re children of the Sun?

To all, I ask,

Where is the love?

Let go of your mask —

We’re all from Above.

I’m a bird in a cage

Trapped in the modern age

Gotta contain my rage

Just burn some sage

Every day we turn a new page

To the same thing written, isn’t that strange?

She’s long and she’s slender,

And she has a spirit oh-so-tender.

Of the elements, she is a bender,

Of hearts, she is a mender.

Of pain, she is an ender,

And of love, she is a sender.

Of help, she’s always a lender,

And on my scale, she’s a tenner.

I want her for what’s outer and inner,

Looking at her turns my head to a spinner —

And with her, I want to be a sinner…

Between her legs is my dinner.

Once I win her,

On my bed I would pin her,

Spank her so hard I might skin her…

I want nothing more than to be in her.

Spirit of good, spirit of grace —

That tail is something I’m willing to chase —

Do you think you could keep up with my pace?

Every inch of your body my tongue will trace —

You’ll close your eyes and be in outer space.

I just want you to hop on my face,

And ride me like I’m a horse in a race —

Oh please, won’t you give me a taste?

You’ll scream so loud, the dead will raise —

I’m someone you’ll never cease to amaze,

You’re deserving of endless praise —

Seeing you leaves me in a daze —

And no, this is not just a phase —

Be with me till the end of days —

I want you so bad, I’m in a craze —

You’re my ticket out of life’s maze —

It’s no secret I think you’re fine —

I’ll leave chills running up your spine —

Sip on you slowly like fine wine —

I will not rest until you are mine —

I’ll fuck you like I’m going to war —

And I’ll leave you oh so sore —

We’ll go from night till morn,

And you’ll still be begging for more —

The world has lost its soul

The divine still has its pull

But this world is oh so dull

The wheel continues to roll

Life passes by in a constant lull

Nothing here can make me feel full

It’s taking its toll

On these things I mull

And it’s getting old

How will my life unfold?

I’m afraid my soul I have sold

Wanted to break free from the mold

But right back into it I was pulled